Reminisce

Bitter sweet memories of the past still lingers with me, can't help to think The thought of pictures in my head picturing me, myself about the past still lingers in my mind making me cringe... how my choices I make affects my entire life. The journey of life its continuous, irrevocable, and its never a straight path that leaves with a sole direction in which to head. There is no turning back after the decision has been made.
We can look back and wonder what would have happened if we had chosen differently, but the regret is often times heavily outweighed by what has been gained.Its a dilemma of trying to choose the better path by trying to foresee what they will bring in the future. We must be responsible for Our future, because the times we had can never go back to the past and experience other possibilities� This kinda reminds me of my form 4 poetry 'The road not taken' each time i reminiscence about the past that poem comes to mind. The poem kinda works out for everyone I would say. We shouldn't be optimistic and expecting the best in this best of all possible worlds or will just end up with nth...

Confuse thoughts ........

Ludwig wittgenstein

Ludwig wittgenstein (1889-1951)quotes "I don't know why we are here, but I'm pretty sure that it's not in order to enjoy ourselves" Truthly , nobody knows why we are here, but everyone knows we have to slog in life to make life more comfortable. All of us are facing the same faith in lives , we have goals , expectations and occasional hiccups in our lives journey . No one can have a smooth and easy life . To me I am not here to enjoy myself but to enjoy by seeing people that are close to me being happy and enjoying them self........

cause you dont see me .....

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where
I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired
Of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and taken and
Tumbling and breakin'
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream of worlds
Where you'd understand
And I dream a
Million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when
You're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke
When I turn on the light
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where
I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance
That I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

Feel

Do we grow up to learn how to feel , do we actually feel to think or think to feel ..... try to lay back and wonder how many times you get ur feelings stuck in ur head never knowing when will it end ..... mix thoughts ! A friends has been telling me I think too much , but ya if I don't think i just shut down my brain wouldn't i be stupid ? hehehe well i guess falling in love is something to do with being stupid and crazy .....

lazy lazy lazy .........

Well as u guys know i haven't been blogging lately been lazy and don't know just don't feel like blogging .... well here's a few pics than explain what i have been doing ....

At siangs house



Kirstyn house






Lings party




hehe well too lazy to tell u the detail's so use Ur imagination , all i can say it was fun while it lasted meet new friends still enjoying life .

The next time u see me just ask me for a hug we all need sum...

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.

In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.

As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.

In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...